Wednesday, August 30, 2006
my ex-classmates all went back today. :(i have too much to rush suddenly..
bcause of the trip coming this Friday.
I CAN'T WAIT. but i don't feel like leaving at all.
10 days ain't short. :(
true, i will enjoy diving. but 10 days is really.. too long.
the good thing is vern and i bought the marine case for his digi cam! :D yeah.
\grins/
i meeting Samantha tmr. this, i really CAN'T wait. i want i want i want so much to meet her.
Arab street is interesting.. the shops are interesting but yet the stuff are expensive. hehe. and of cos i have never bought anything from arab street.. Omar! the long hair ah pek. haa nah. just vern's hairdresser. he's now his friend.. quite good friend. :) hehe. anyway.. we went prawning at PASIR RIS last night. i know it's damn far. but no choice he's getting married. so everythings' his decision. :) oh my god, he's good at prawning, he taught me a lot. so much that i caught so many prawns. hehe. but it will never be my hobby. never will it be, because you wouldn't know how the prawn got hooked and you cannot see. worse part is to see how they struggle.. with the hook in the mouth.. on land.. ah.. idiot anglars. haa.
cheryl, wait for me to be back! will be back!
bishan bishan bishan.
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
i went gym-ing with cheryl! "Dwoah but it's at bishan. like far...
but it's okay.. i'm free anyway.
:) :)
gonna see her again tmr!
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
we studied hard care! at holland village starbucks. "D anyway at first was only me karyn and grace. becos vernon and fio got paper at 2.
you finally came!! AHH!! i love you . hehe
why you scream at me FROM MY BACK!
okay so it's the five of us who studied hard core together.
grace and karyn later surprised us which roses. :D ever so swwweeet.
karyn! BEHIND TALK.
my boyfriend says fiona's 'FLEXIBLE' .
eat the roses. yum yum..
fiona's face up close. hey.. so cute.. hehe
really stressed.. blaw almost killed us.
eh grace, i tot we told you to give a stressed up face?
fio: my hair got kutu..
i cannot take karyn's cuteness. all her photos turn out to be so cute and funny. hee
TE DANG!
after sturbucks.. fiona, karyn and vernon stayover at my house. omg.. we really marathon until 4 midnight.. and we slept until 7.. RUSH DOWN FOR PAPER. on the way to school.. we didn't talk at all. somebody should look at how steam all our faces were. i guess this is poly life. no , i mean this IS. but i really felt like i was studying for o'levels once again. so scary.
alright, 3 more papers to go! and i'm having cramp. sighs.
samantha- wish you luck! you are always my idol. study-idol. haha.
szeyin- although it's still 70 plus days to ur A's. but we all can see that you are in a longgg marathon too. :D good luck!
sm and jy- i wish i can see ur and sy right now. :(
vernon and girls- we can do it!
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
my mood changed.it didn't change in a split second.
everything was alright in the day.. went crazy for awhile..
but not at night.
whatever ting tt makes me so upset
IT'S YOU! you fucking don't appreciate. there's not gonna be a second time.
or maybe i'm nothing to you.
ya i think so too. i definitely think that i'm a NOBODY to you.
-cheryl, i hope you had a wonderful birthday. happy birthday.didnt sms you because u told me ur phone's flooded.
i asked you for lunch and i thought you would be happier.. but it din turn out to be.. so i guess ... yup .. sorry.
i hate waiting. no maybe i shouldnt be waiting after all.
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
STRESSi bet this is nothing new in my blog.
how to score well this semester????
i got alright for my test.. term test... but my projects totally dragged me to the bottom.
a C for my FIT. what the hell happened... it's just so unfair. similar means we copy? ARGH.
a big big problem for me this time.
5 papers in a row. day after day. tell me what to do.
further more the papers are sometimes 9-11, sometimes 2-4..
okay emily, if you know ur stuff well.. you wouldnt care about the timing and all.
it's not a problem.
SHIT.
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Saturday, August 12, 2006
i thought for very long.
and i decided to post a new entry.
because i need to spill things out.
i feel like shit again.. sorry.. bear with my grumblesss..
friends are for?
are they there for you whenever you need them?
do they give you fake faces?
do they share their secrets with you after they've tried digging out all ur secrets?
why why?
or maybe she just can't stand me.
can't stand that i'm so obasang kind..
so what's wrong with me actually?
do i know my true self? am i who i am ....
do i know what i want.. seriously..
PLEASE PLEASE.. if you want to be nice to someone.. want to be her very nice friend, before everything.. ask urself if u and her can get along. 'DON'T FORCE'
don't try to act nice when u're not!
if you can't BE URSELF when ur are tgt.. den f off... no point for all the acting.. at the end, both will be hurt .. .. ..
i am who i am.. i know what i want.. maybe.
i'm kinda hurt. i dunno why.. and i need someone.. someone whom i can talk my heart out.. but i'm sort of lost.. like a headless fish.. swimming in the open water alone. all alone. now, i'm trying to find a place to stay.. to really find my true self and be with people whom i love and loves me too.
why issit so difficult..............................
but i know i have to thank god that i have so many good friends.
i love him too :) he's my the other half.
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
i don't know my drawing deprovedd.
hui fen, look!
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