Wednesday, July 19, 2006
these few days i'm feeling very moody.whatever i do is wrong. just wrong. and lady luck is not by my side.
just sucks.
i realised it's not just the few days. it's the whole week.
maybe i'm like an invisible paper floating around. some times i appear on ur desk.. some times i'm not there. but you throw me away after you used me. right into the bin. few weeks later, when you feel like using paper again.. you buy a new one. it repeats and repeats.
if you used to feel so bonded with other papers .. like a book.. but after some times the book starts tearing apart.... do you feel good if you were the first to be tear off? into bits and piecess.....
"whatever rawks your world. "
don't know if i'm gonna continue blogging.
perhaps i'm not going to close this blog. but i will stop posting. cos i realise all my posts are boring. so to prevent u from falling asleep after u read my post, i shall not tok so much anymore. i realised it's meaningless. totally meaningless.
goodnight friends.
slams
Monday, July 17, 2006
oh no... the pill is making my stomach angry.
and it is venting its anger on me. haa sounds so stupid.
but i'm feeling very weak in my IS class again.
AGIAN, i feel like going home. because of my tummy.
like last week . haha. no la.
last week, because of world cup finals, i didnt sleep. and my lesson's at 8.
so i decided to BLUFF my lecturer and cab home to sleep.
SUCEEDED.
today, i can't do that again already. because i know that he marked me absent for last week. so all the act was wasted lah. i should have stayed home to sleep. suceeded but later know that i failed. shit.
i'm not concentrating on what he's talking. i'm blogging with my laptop half covered. hehe.
and it is venting its anger on me. haa sounds so stupid.
but i'm feeling very weak in my IS class again.
AGIAN, i feel like going home. because of my tummy.
like last week . haha. no la.
last week, because of world cup finals, i didnt sleep. and my lesson's at 8.
so i decided to BLUFF my lecturer and cab home to sleep.
SUCEEDED.
today, i can't do that again already. because i know that he marked me absent for last week. so all the act was wasted lah. i should have stayed home to sleep. suceeded but later know that i failed. shit.
i'm not concentrating on what he's talking. i'm blogging with my laptop half covered. hehe.
this is what he did for me. the present was in the center. :)
the bathtub.
2 tertiary students lost their ezlink card. haa! (cheryl on the left, vern on the right)
traffic light fruit juice. :D
ZAC CAN FLY.
slams
Sunday, July 16, 2006
i'm slacking.. doing my blog.change a new image. tired of the previous look. hehe.
i don't really like people who do things at the very very last minute.
and wouldn't take initiative at all.
although some times i'm like that..
but there are people who's like this ALL THE TIME.
i don't like to say who because it's not very nice to do so.
people i need to see.
i like to walk very fast...
talk very fast...
like to think very fast... (although some times i'm a bit lag... hee)
is everything real? is this how you treat all your friends?
puzzled me.
slams
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
i hope today will be a happy day.
because almost all of TA03 kiddies are back.
rodney and azmi!
:D
slams
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
it's not that i dun want to go. i dun have the time. i really wish i can get this into your head. i know everyone of us means a lot to you. but you know i hate this kind of dinner. i don't take shark fin, i can't stand the music and i feel it's a total waste of time. please don't assume that i always go up to you and ask for money ONLY. it's just that we've got nothing to talk about most of the time. i'm not an outspoken person like someone. why? issit because i dun have the guts? no. i can't, mummy.
we should hang out more often. this is more like what we were.. during camp huh! :D we skipped IFA lecture for about 15 minutes to eat the prata at canteen 3. yum yum. people, if you dunno.. canteen 3's roti prata is nice! not plain but egg. :) if you know me well, you should know i'm a person who prefers plain den egg prata. so? try the egg prata! -me & cheryl-
com'on la. when you really get high marks for quiz or tests, just admit when people ask you right? dun have to pretend. -never pretend- snobbish piece of shyt.
the sunflower's dying... how. how i wish i can keep it forever. know about artificial flower? i asked him this question, "why not give me 'fake' flowers? then i can keep them forever... ". "no! they are fake! my love for you isnt fake!"
hehehe. i know it's kinda mushy. but you know it means a lot to me. so bear with it? heh.
photos are out! i decorated my table. feel like studying already. haa. byebye.
slams
Sunday, July 09, 2006
ohman, it's over. haha. my birthday just passed! :D i'm so so happy these 2 days. cant be happier man. hehe. thanks to everyone. special thanks to vernon heng.
now is he's turn. he said he has no money to buy present for me. so we decided to chill at my place and order pizza. but once i got home. i opened my door.
awww.... my heart meltttt....
it was candle candle and candles. rose petals beside all candles. it lead me to the corner. the big heart candle was there. -sweet....
the present lying in the middle. with a nice sunflower. this is the 2nd time i received sunflower. and it's from vernon again. :) i will nv accept others. then he opened the window.. and they sang 'happy birthday'. ahhh it's them! grace, fio,zhou,iggy,karyn,alex,sam,judy,josh,zac. :D ahh.. big smile again. hehe. i'm SO SURPRISED. thanks for all the surprises..
and he brought me to the toilet. ah. roses again.. candles surround my bath tub. so he left the room and i had a good nice bath. :)
i dare to say out loud that i have the nicest and sweetest boyfriend on earth. he's awesome. he baked a cake for me! i'm touched. i was just kidding about the cake stuff and he really did it. he told a white lie. he said he was going church..haha. actually he went over to grace house and bake the cake.i have a bunch of good friends too! who made the brownie for me ..specially for me.
so i zzzz... and we went to wild wild wet. kinda boring.. but we love uhlar-lah, slide up and the children's playground! haha. cos we can shoot people. after that, we headed down to town.. to have our dinner at pizzawalker. i just have to apologise dear. i didnt know cong han they all are coming but they were late. and you dragged me away. to lucky plaza. i was so afraid that sy,sm and jy will be mad. so i kinda like pissed off. and that made you so stressed up. so sorry! misunderstood. :(
cong han,weishu,jeremy,wengfai came to join us. so happy. hehe. the food is so good. cant believe it man. :D the squid ink that sze yin ate was actually so nice! haha! and .. after the meal, vern asked me to go out with him , he needed a puff. so i went out. he hugged me to block my view la. haha. not long after, i heard "happy birthday to you........"
awww... my best friends brought the cake out. they are so nice... hehe.. BIG THANKYOU !
we cant finish the cake though. and sm wanted to bring it home. haa. sorry sm!
i'm so glad that i'm surrounded with wonderful people. they care for me so much that they wanna surprise me on this special day. vern espcially, i know you love me. :) sorry for all the misunderstandings. i'm touched by everything that you have done for me this day. you made my birthday even more special. i love you.
i ran out of words! i've been saying thank you all the while. hehe.
much love to all my friends out there who celebrated my birthday for me. friends indeed. :)
and samantha.. your puzzle for me is so lovely. the card too. :D although we didnt celebrate together this year. but you know i still love you! hehe.
slams
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
i've got back all my results. i'm happy for all the 3 papers. Business law, taxation, cost accounting. but what happen to my intermediate financial accounting. sigh. i used to do so well for my INFA and FFA. but look.... i flunk my IFA. i can't blame it on anyone. because i did not write my workings down and the item that i took into account. sigh.
nevermind, :D i'm still happy.
tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow. ("o)
divers' club finally got it's club house! so happy! i'm so enthu to clear up the place and make it like a home. cozy little home. guess i will spend pretty much time there to study. mug mug for my examination. got to do better.
projects due. due due due. how about urs? i'm lucky to have only 2 projects this semester. so glad. but it's giving me a bad headache. i've got no time for it! finance trading sucks. i just know nothing about trading and it's not helping. haha
vernon:"i like big cock gay."
last friday, fio, me and vern went to grace's house. karyn couldn't make it. a funny thing happened! haa. the pigeon got stuck in grace's house. how dumb! vern say pigeon stands for good luck? it got stucked there for hours. and the DVD player too. haha. the portable one in her basement. we spend more than half an hour to watch the last 5minutes of the show. in between, we searched for the adapter..haha. . it's always fun hanging out with them.
yesterday was SAMANTHA'S BIRTHDAY.(04-07-06)
aw sam. you know what i wanna tell you. :D it's all written in the card. i really hope you like it. it isn't an expensive gift this year. sorry. :(
once again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SAM!
what a day.. did nothing basically. except for cleaning up the clubhouse. undone. shit. haha. vern said we better do it some other time. because there's so much to clean. haha. anyone got stuff to donate to the clubhouse??? we are short of kettle, fan, tea and coffee, duster and cleaning agent. haha.
slams