Sunday, April 30, 2006
today i went town! same as yesterday. very boring hur?today i'm suppose to look for pretty dress but in the end never. haha. okay la we went to the wisma shop and found something nice so i think i'm buying that. tmr den see how? cos i'm going to scotts with fiona and karyn tmr. hee. after crapping and eating with them, i went to bryan's birthday at hotel. haa. they were damn noisy.. next door got pple complain and the security came. hee. i left early. around 11 plus. okay i didnt get to know anyone new.. just maybe you know... smile la. haha. okay anyway.. girls, look at this http://urbanlegends.about.com/library/bl_breast_larvae.htm
it's gross... damn disgusting.
and i'm very scared now. i need to go check up. shyt.
argh i need to see a doc! for like many reasons. damn it.
yeah i got a goodie bagg! cool man! haha! FREE MOUSE worth of $40! LOL! sux la .. i tried and i'm using it now. it's so damn lousy can. tell you, do not buy travel PAC mouse because i got 2 for free and they suk. :D *Free den nevermind! HAHA
ug.. i'm very disappointed in my cousin, ah de. i didnt know he will become like that. it's is toooo.....sigh.. i tot the only bad thing about him is that he total ignore his studies but i got to know something worse. sigh. which made me soo mad but i can't do anything. is he gonna continue like this? i think so because he just started. Actually i dun wanna bother, but what if he got into something serious???? ah i dun wanna care . dun care dun care. heck!
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Saturday, April 29, 2006
my new blog skin! vern's at zouk now. ya wad, he's at zouk and i'm at home blogging. DUHH.i havent finish den weng fai tagged me. haha! i'm very happy today. because i spent the whole day with good friends. in the morning at after was cheryl and vernon. evening was sy and sm. hehe. aiya i can blog about today already because jy knows everything. argh. spoil plan. haha! now no more surprise for her. i dun like to see karyn sad. karyn cheer up kae, love youu. i remember you said you love me too. hahaha! i'm a lil crazy. forgive me please. ever since just now lor.. all sy and sm's fault. make me so high. haha! the other reason why i'm so high it's because i'm very broke. i cannot be down because i will cry lo! okay nevermind, drop that topic. haha.
i really love the 2 hamsters a lot a lot. because they are like OUR pet. hee. i repeat, OUR. hehe. most imptly, they don't bite! but the problem is.. i think they are either both female or male because they don't mate. .disappointed. tammy tammy! it's all my father's fault.. i cant bring you home. i'm damn sad. i wanna see her. i wann her to sleep beside me again. :(( doon't get this wrong, tammy is a dogg, my yi-ma's doggie. my precious. ((:
tmr i'm going out with karyn to look for dnd outfit! haha! sunday too! but sunday got fiona! yippie! hee.
bei. i trust you. i really do. but .. sigh. nvm, i'm happy today. i shall sleep now. GOODNIGHT! :D
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Friday, April 28, 2006
(: thanks to those who cheered me up (: and thanks wf that you tagged
thanks sam that you care for me so much! (:
hehe. love you all .
it's okay.i'm alright now. trying very hard to be but i'll.
i saw sam yesterday! so so so happpy! she's as cute as evaa.. haha
don't don't don't rebond your hair, sam... hhehe.
i had the same lecture as bei , cheryl and fiona ytd! so happy! you know what..
i think fiona is the prettiest in foc.. ((: haha sounds so wrong but i dun care. cheryl.. i see her like almost everydae and she always bring snacks to lecturess! haha! so sweett of her... always share wif me ((: awww.. hehe.. !
karyn karyn karyn. i see her everyday at booth too. but i got no chance to talk to her :(
i think i frightened alvin that day. i'm so sorry..
i just celebrated my bro's birthday for him! haha! we took a few photos with my mom.. hehe happy happy.
most importantly , vern sent me the most touching message on earth! (okay la maybe to me la hehe)
it goes like this, "in the dark i think nothing of due, just the tot of cute little you.
your lips taste ever so sweet, makes me miss your every skip .
loving you has made me full, giving life it's every dew.
can i feel i'm in too deep, nevertheless, i'm treasing every bit.
tormenting me when you're not with me, loving you every moment i breathe. "
-e sweetest msg i've receieved in my whole life-
-from the sweetest lover i can ever find-
okay that's it. i'm sleeping at cloud 9 tonight. do not disturb. night night!
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006
alvin asked me ," why sian sian.. what happened?"den i suddenly cried. dun ask me why please. i've written everything down on a piece of paper. this feeling is exactly the same when i was in pri 5! exactly the same thing happened! like everyone isolates you and dun wanna tell you why. if i did something wrong. something that pissed you off pleaseee tell me..
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i felt that i lost a friend. when i'm coming closer to the fren . . she distant herself away from me. can i like ask for some one to be there for me.. cos i really need some one now.. a friend. that can understand how i'm feeling.
the sense of guilt is there.
i felt that i have done nothing to the dnd committee.
karyn, if it's better for me not to be the receptionist.. maybe can tell me? den i will not be .. i promise.
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i've changed phone. but i dun feel good about it. i seriously need to change phone that's why i seeked for people's opinion. . but now that i've bought the phone. i don't really dare to use it. .
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Sunday, April 23, 2006
today ... i went to suntec convention!dive asia .. hehe! so nice.. but sigh. to my disappointment, naui booth was like shit. so ugly. look at padi's and SSI ? sigh.
okay la, i understand that george is more tradition, like wad vern said.
but i think if he really put in more effort .. to make his things more fashionable, his shop too. i think he will make big money. but i can say that his website is nice. i like. haha. i didn't buy anything today. vern bought mash bag! cheap cheap .. hehe. happy seh he! haha. he's so proud that he bought cheap and good stuff that he showed it to everyone. haha! cute right.. he's mine. bleah. oh ya, we went around collecting free stuff! haha! stickers and stickers. so typical singaporean right??hehe. but it's really like we are broke! that's why we did that. hee.
after all the 'collection' , it was makan time! i guess i should just sum up everything.
karyn called! when i was walking to marina square! haha. i tot she was at town okay.. but to my surprise.. some pple was at marina square too! haha! so we met up for a short while. hehe. to see the IS tube dress. karyn said she may be getting it for d n d as well as for her cousin's wedding. budget! but me too! i need to get one nice nice and cheap cheap one. i told my sister about it just now. and she wans to help..! yip yip hurray. ((:
vern came my house after we went town for awhile. so sweet. i am so happy today. vern made me the happiest ggirl today. hehe. no no.. should be everyday. but today is extra duper super happy. hehe. Cheers. haha! love you bb!
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Saturday, April 22, 2006
it's chico tyme~i have some thing to say. i miss vernon heng! wakie wakie!
i gave him so many miss call! sigh. think he switched to silent mode. so sad.
now my turn , lonely.
just now was vernon.hAHA! pang seh him go orh orh.. den he called karyn. LOL
now karyn's sleeping too! sian. left me alone.... ya but anyway. i'm not very happy.
i dunno what i'm unhappy with. but just very sad.
is he trying very hard to draggg our relationship ? like he doesnt love me that much anymore . and like.. sick and tired of me.
ahhhhhhhhh.......enough said.
i'm tired again.
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goodnight.
no.. i'm going to find blog skins.
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Thursday, April 20, 2006
today.. shaun , colinn, karyn and my precious came to my house! hehe.
before they came, vern kena cheated to sentosa. 'DRAG ' there i guesssed! because he was in jeans and shoes.
i changed my hair colour, brown-black? chocolate? eh hee i think your imagination's not so bad. ((: i guess the reason why i change my hair colour is because i'm sick on ghim mor. 'gold hair'. haha. se rio us ly, do i look like ... eh hmm.. ah lian?
okay, back to topic. THEY CAME TO MY HOUSE! . ((:
at first.. slack in my room. then after slacking in my room, we changed to basement. we played mahjong! haha! losers drink . (BEER). we can all see that shaun was super duper stressed. because of the dinner and dance thing. he's like doing so many things. i'm not good in design , so i cant help. that's what makes me feel bad. i can't helpp. sighs. i'm a receptionist for d n d. so i guess i can only help out ON the actual day. hmm. .yep . sorry shaun! but if there's anything i can do.. please tell me. oh ya why am i saying all this here ? haha
some how.. i feel that cong han has changed. i dunno why. but he's like neglecting 'us' ? i dunno whether does he neglect sze yin. yep. i dunno. i just hope that things will not continue like this. :((
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006
KARYN!(vernon's scandal) :)) she's a gwreat fren. ((: hee i'm happy! hehe i'm very happy! i'm on the phone with karyn, shaun, non-non. hehe! i look very ugly in this photo. suck. but i dun care. hehee.. taken outside food republic.. ((: we went ard orchard looking for places to hold our d'n'd. yeah man! we are going to have d and d! this is going to be my first d n d. damn .. i have to spend money again. stikkos.. sy nv reply me. so sad. sad. foc camp is like full of crap.. sigh. many many scandals.. i think it's like kind of normal but some are really too much. -----> your must be wondering when i sae vernon's scandal a good fren right.. YA LOR! i also dunno why! sigh. HAHA! medic tag me! hehe.
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Monday, April 17, 2006
----------------JULY BABY --------------Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation. Easily consoled.
Honest. Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times. Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and loving. Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking. No difficulties in studying.
Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends.
Waits for friends. Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked.
Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days
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Saturday, April 15, 2006
my father is so god damn funny can...??!just now my father ,my sister and i went to the market outside my house to makan makan..
they finished the food earlier den me lar.. cos i was still 'digging' the fishh... haha!
very nice seh.. haha..
so my sis asked me : "wad u digging sia?"
me : uh uh sia! nice siaaa...
haha i think u all are getting irritated by my sia sia sia thing..
den my sis laughed.. "where u learn this from? haha i know! u know some malays?"hehe
yup yup!
den we left leh..
my father suddenly said, "let's go ! uhuh! "
I STUNNED!! me and my sis looked at each other!!
we really really didnt expect him to sae that !!
den we started laughing and laughing.
guess wad he said later ?
he said , "i know i know!! basket knn ccb FUCK! "
hahaha i reallly laughed my ass out!!
can roll on the floor alr!
hahaha..
ok.. my father cheered me up again.
i suddenly thot of those days at adelaide..
hee.. i love my father . some times... ((:
now i know how my mummy fell for my pa..
my mummy is like my sis and me.. we like guys like that.. hehe.
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okay, today i went to sentosa with foc frenz.. ((:
sigh. bad day. unlucky for me.. i didnt know it will be so bad ..
i accidentally stuff 2 tampons in can!! super painnnn.... )):
bad encounter. sucky experience .
always with the tampons. idiot..
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how long can i keep this to myself?
i don't wanna stress anyone.
i dun wanna think too much.
i dun wan anything to change. anymore.
i se rio us ly don't want. if really has to change. i have no say.
can we
hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind
And make believe there's something left to find?
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now .. i dunno how to express myself
not in any language.
only the language that i understand. in my heart and my mind.
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Friday, April 14, 2006
hey all you dravidas fanlet me see u clap ur hand
now that u've got the beat
let me see u stamp ur feet
now that u've got the groove
let me see ur body move
now that u've seen our grace
let me see you suit our pace.
OOH AAH BOO YAH!
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I'M BACK FROM CAMP!
FOC ATLANTIS 06/07
hahaha... so happy.
okay i wouldnt say that this yr's camp is more fun than last yr's.
but i would say that it's very different.
"we were once freshies. " - from GLs
haha. true enough hur! we were once freshies.so we had different fun!
as freshies, you have nothing to worry about..
just waiting and waiting for next activity to begin.
as dravidas(camp crew, 'backstage') we do shyt for camp
but we had our fun. we crap, we bond , we cry together.
from strangers to friends that cry together.. wooo.. hehe
i don't feel that there's gap between gls and crews.
but of cos we do different things and don't get to bond with each other.
we spent so much time of our hols just to make new frenz and have fun in camp.
and i didnt regret. :))
IT'S THE EXPERIENCE THAT COUNTS. HAHAH!
day -1 and 0 ,
we did nothing much la.. just slack and wash canvas sheets..
haha
day 1! welcome the freshies! haha
pink hairband, YOU ARE HOT! hahaha!! :X
day 2!
station games. it was too scary..
trial camp we only had one casualty. (hui juan)
but ACTUAL CAMP, We had so mannnyyy casualties..
me and jun wei closed our eyes like ffyuk once they start running to the canvas..
heart became so weak SIA.
medi, jon was with us all along SIA.
but we had A LOT of fun SIA.
hahaha.. all the SIA SIA SIA.
uh uh sia. haahah!
day 3!
pool games! half of the crews including me were at pool games.. haha
dive and dive ... swim and swim...
nice!! i nv swim for one month can!!!
so you should know how happy i was when i jumped into the pool SIA..
at night, was the campfire..
haha.. this yr's freshies huh... OMG la..
dance like... eh... you should la.. when all lights are out.. haha........
last year we were not that bad lor!! tsk tsk tsk.
hmm... the balloons.. STUPID SIA!
they dont let us lift up the barrier..
so we got to use our hands and slowly throw down ..
can you imagine.. the balloons thing was a surprise ..
after the camp chief said, "...campfire closed!"
we threw the balloons down.
but it was so damn slow la! only four of us throwing leh.
so you will see 8 balloons falling each time.. haha
damn kuku right??haa
okay... i forgot a lot things.
so i shall stop here.. hehe
nothing interesting right?!
:))
tiring ah... i came back last night at 2 plus..
nice sleeppppp... zzzz...
cheryl! "i think my sleeping bag is longer.... "
ras " clap! let's go!"
pink "char char.. pooooo"
meena and hida "uh uh sia..hahahaha"
joanne " tmr i going back to obs.... :("
...
i wonder.. if i'm going back nxt yr..
i will only be a senior camp crew..
like shingo , gu... hmmmm.............
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I MISS STIKKOSSS....
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Friday, April 07, 2006
my internet is cocked up again. sigh.yesterday was another HAPPY day!
i went to my godpa's warehouse to get shorts for titans.
i spent $20 .
den we took a cab down to westmall to meet shamm and cwystal.
i spent another $5 on cab.
i bought a cordless phone because someone was nagging at me.
i spent $79.
we went to the mama shop to get shyt from the uncle. you know that kind , $10 per pack .
not for me. it's for vern. haha
but i bought cleo magazine and it sux.
i spent $4.20 on it.
so we took a cab down to school again.
on the way, WE SAW A MONKEY CROSS ROAD.
AND IT WAS GOING TO THE BUS STOP.
you know wad, we imagine it going up the bus ,
drop its banana into the coin thing.
and uncle's jaw will drop. HAHA!
i didnt pay for this trip . vern paid the $1.50 for me.
okay, we were at SU rotting. as usual.
then i helped oannes ..hehe finally some thing for me to do.
cut the stickers for themm..hehe.. cut until my finger pain.
but it was very fun.. i'm faster den TAZ! NEH NEH NI BOO BOO. hee kidding la.
actually we want to go watch ice age 2. but he suddenly like say, "watch it with them on
fri okie? " "okay."
so we had nothing to do at suntec tower.
den after that they decided to go grace's house. i wanted to go.. but i wanted to go suntec even more.
because i really wanna get my nalgene bottle. AND I GOT IT! hehe.
post the picture some other time .. hehe
so i spent $24 on it. this.. i'm happy.hehe
we went to sakae and had dinner buffet. i signed! first time.. using my debit card. so happy.
total bill was $79. *grrrrrr
okay we continue to shop around.
vern and cwystal bought a pair of earrings. vern one, cwystal one. a star-shaped earring.
so we continue walking walking.... to citylinkk...
and to bus stop. HOME we go! hehe
but i didnt tok much on the bus.. me and shamm were quite quiet hur!
because the 2 were toking F' language. duhh..shamm and me dont even understand a shyt.
la la la .. went home.. SLEEP.
that's for this stupid post. so useless and redundant. don't have to post actually.
but i post because i got some thing else to remember and take notice.
but okay anyway.... ((:
got to blog for today.
went to vern's house... took fat fat and cola home! (2 hamsters)hehe.
yeah they are in my house now,so happy... hehe
just went to read jy's blog.
i really dunno where to check the mails?
i really dunno... den i dunno any thing about my shirt...
just get information from jy's blog..
that i may be receiving it late.. sigh.
nvm.. as long as it's gonna reach me.. i'm happy. just hope it doesnt take a year.
i'm not happy now. i was happy in the day. but now i dunno why i feel sad.
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
HEY! i'm happy today.very happy cos i'm rotting at home. for one day. finally.
jy, how you know peony pink is outta stock? i went to livejournal and find but cant! hehe. yup i'm goona have the same color as jy, hehe. she said she doesnt mind! ((: hehe. know why i'm so happy today? cos i went facial in the afternoon! happy! and after facial, i bought escada pacific paradise! hehe. the box is too nice. so i bought it. . hehee. hope someone will find it nice! 
life's unfair! very unfair. why issit vernon has so much hair to do whatever hair style he wans. and i dont? i like his new hairstyle. nice man! ho man oh! haha.picture sending failed. so i cant post add image here. little emily saying, "wah liew". hahaah.. i guess you know how happy am i today. but vern is not so happy. because he's sick.. and i'm not with him. the redken hair show should be starting very soon,7pm. omar brought him there. lucky hur! hehe. hope you enjoy the show!
you know what? i find this perfume tooooo fruitty. DIE.
SY! congrats! you are first in class! hehe. you know.. u are first because you have the ability leh! and dont say that ur results [B O E] is lousy. maybe they set the paper so hard just to scare the shyt outta of you? hehe. if you wana say that you are lousy, then the others are lousier than you. haha!
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Monday, April 03, 2006
ugly day. hair sux. ugly clothes. stomach upset. i wanna go home.. feel so sick . told vernon i have gastric pain but he said, "don't worry lah. awhile only" so sad. my is appointment is at 2 . but i went in at 2:10 . TOO LATE! i don't have spanish to take. only left with french! sigh! i got to take french again. and no more photography class! only left with global cities. wad the hell? i dun even know what that course is about and i can only choose that. sux. this coming sem , is class is 4 hours. freaking long hur! hammmm hamm....my IS class is on monday. half of the sem is 1-5pm. the other half is 8-12pm.let's all pray that our camp will be a successful one. cos our wet weather games are kinda not complete. but we spent so much time doin for day 3. all thanks to rasidye .. if not, i dun think we can do soo much.
i bought AE polo t with jy. the spree thing. haha. can it be trusted? but i still wanna thanks jy! hehe. thank you! ((:
i hate him. he thinks like he's very powerful. AS IF!
argh. it's just not my day! i need you by my side... i need them to talk to me. i can't keep quiet the whole day. am i contributing to the games thing? i'm sorry but i just have no ideas cos my brain is half dead alr. after so many days.
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Sunday, April 02, 2006
YO ! MY SWEET BLOOGEE!
i must must blog about yesterday.
let's count how many meet up-s we will have in this month, april.yesterday was the first meet up. hehe. SO HAPPY!don't you find this neo-print very nice? look at sm.. she's so sweet.hee. and i look so idiotic. muaha! the 2 gers at the back are so cute.. they like swinging so happily. AHA super nice hur! hehe.sm .. sorry for all the trouble i caused.. i made u walk back to take the birken for me.. i received my 2nd pair of BIRKEN! it's ugly. freaking ugly. super duper ugly. it doesnt look good on me.' TOTALLY'! why does it look so good on otherS?i think i have ugly feet. CHEE. I SWEAR. SIGH. anyway.. wad's the point of regretting. so sad. love you girls! you all tried so hard to find the FBT shorts that i want. we went rounds and rounds at queensway just to look for FBT shorts.. it's for my coming 7 days camp. 7 DAYS my dear. can't believe it man.. cant believe how smelly my clothes will become at the end of 7 days. especially when i don't have enough shorts! freaking shit.
i went to sentosa on 31st. with foc fwreenz. at first.. the girls went opposite to sun tan. i went to join de gers when the guys were playing in the water. not long after i decided to sun tan.. the SUN disappeared. o m f g you know? and so we went back to join the guys. volleyball-ing. i miss BolleyBall so much but i just dont wanna join them. because i dont like to hear this, "i tot you were in school team?" ..sigh.WERE. pls f care that i'm from school team can? i'm like very lousy okay? i suck at it! and i have lost touch of vball! long ago! i went to join the gers again.. they were chit-chatting. hehe. so i joined in... and i listened.. i had great fun that day. but i was just very angry with the sun. so sad that the sun doesn't like me. haha. i like them(shalene and grace). they'r nice .. hehe.. karyn didn't come.. she's nice too. very caring. hehe.the ech people are good girlfwrens.. hehe.. like pam, mei ying, cwystal.. they are all nice people.. maybe because they are from ech ,they are all so caring man. haha. CREWS, i dont have to say this but you all know that i love ya! ((:
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