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The girl
a stupid cancerian


H E A R T S
vernon heng
stikkos
samantha
ham hams
tanning
scuba diving
retail therapy
sushi
sun and water
waffle ice cream
cleo magazine
f.r.i.e.n.d.s.

K I C K S
constipation
white spots
lies
cats
durians
strawberryy
writing


M I S S I N G
hava hava slippers
my dream bag
project shop's cardholder
WALLET
watch
dive equipment
dive at bali, maldives
ripcurl/roxy surf shorts
drive a boat again


B O M B ME.


adeline-TA03
cheryl
grace
jooyun
jeremyong
karyn
meiting
NP Divers club
pam
pei pei
sam sam
shuting
weishu
wengfai
wenjin
zhijun
zilin

R E W I N D

06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006






Monday, May 29, 2006
first day,friday.
we went to miss leong's office to pack the stuffs. (DSMB, slates, compass)
ahhh.. more and more admin stuffs only. being a secretary sux! haha but it's kinda fun to do all these with vern. hehe. okay, OFF WE GO! hee. can we not go p.aur anymore? -feeling on the bus. i cant sleep . the chair was so sitff. so upright. how to sleep? vern was busy walking around. talking to pple. hee.
okay we reached mersing at around 12 plus. "human chain! " haha. poor guys. and guess wad. the tide was too LOW! freaking low. the water can only reach ur knee.
but u know.. gers got to look after stuff too. haha! june and hui si. they are nice fwrens. hehe. so fun to play with.

second day, sat.
we 'checked in' to our rooms ! hahahaha! 'RESORT' huh? haha! i'm sharing room with hui si, june(june/ahlian/jabber),andrea. omg i shall keep my mouth shut. "don't shake" "stop shaking" . i didnt get to sleep. hai. we only have that precious 3 hours of sleep but some one totally ruined them. ARGH. whatthefiak. FIRST DIVE! wait i check log book. (:
location: crocodile rock
buddy: ah heng.
ahaha.. we didnt see anything. so sad. crocodile rock is boring. visibilty is still quite good. haha.
*pictures to be loaded after i take from aaron. !
2nd dive:
location: Lung.
buddy: prince heng.
sssssss..... we all descend. look man! jellyfish! eee.. their "LEGS" are extremely long. CAREFUL. vernon saw shark! he wanted to ask me to see. but too late. and i was too far away from him. sad.haha. this time we saw pufferfish. cute man. pufferfish is so cute. hehe. make us chase after all the pufferfish. wanting to make them bloat. haha! we saw barracuda. school of barra. wow! the first thing that came to my mine was, "will it attack that jonathan?! please please. attack please. haha! because he's wearing a orh biang gold mask " hahAh. sponge bob square pants is our DM. all i can say is that. he's too strict. rule by rule law by law. :( but we did enjoy ourselves. (: ur quak quack. haha! i swear i hate DSMB . they just suck. dsmb is the orange long thing that diver use to attract boatman's attention. and the string is fucking 5metres long. careful when using! it will tangle. and it caught my leg. argh. made me swear and curse. the last time it made me injure my hand. so freaking pain. this time , it made us quarrel. hee. he saved me. but i was too stupid. haha.

3rd dive:
last dive of the day.
location: pulau pinang.
on the way there, we saw so many jellyfishes. eewk. haha. practically everywhere. we saw moray eel! vern wanted to take photo with it. but he kena scareD by the EEL! haha. looking at it makes me think of UNAGI.hehe. okay i think i manage to take a photo with it. hehe. wait for aaron. we went too deep! we sang so many songs back to p.aur. haha! and we saw fishes in the sky! lol! all the cloud look like fishes to us. omg. haha. and jia xun did that quack quack again. so funny that we all laughed. it's not that song that is funny. it's him. haha.

NIGHT: vernon told me that he doesn't wanna sleep. so i asked if zhi yong wanna sleep on hammock! haha. me zhi yong and dabin went to explore. to find where can we tie the hammock. so we decided on the bridge. before the bridge, we tied onto the pillar.. den we looked at the starry sky.. hehe. so nice.. and i was waiting for vernon to find me. hehe! he found me! and he dun like to sleep under the bridge. so we went in to the sleep. 'to sleep below andrea in stead. argh.' vernon heng! you are starting to snore! haha!!!!!! i need earphones. MUAHA . alan wu yi zhou. hahah. u this 'bastard'. LOL.

4th dive:
sunday afternoon? because we waiting fucking long for the NUS pple to return. we never ever make ur wait for so long right? why do u have to make us wait? and in the end, u all went to rayner's rock too. so wad's ur point?! we could have went there together la! argh. we waited so long at the jetty. looking at jellyfishes again. vernon wanted to dive in. as in u know. jump down. but pple advised him not to do so. haha okay , so zhi yong and aaron decided to go snorkel snorkel. OR BI QUAK zhi yong! he came back with this sausage mouth. STUNG By jellyfish! haha! told you not to play with them. haha. so funnyyy.. "MONDAY! serve you right!"
all because they came back late, we went out late too. and it makes that our last dive. pui!

ON THE WAY BACK TO SG:
it was pouring and we were at the top of the boat. because there's no seat for us in side. haha. so okay la. we were all wet lor. haha. waiting and waiting. wanting to see dolphins. power ranger! haha! power ranger is so funny. i think he mistook me for angeline. but ya anyway, we were waiting for dolphins. until someone shouted, "DOLPHIN!" we all went out to see. haha! really! we saw dolphins. ugly pink dolphins. haha. i rmb i saw dolphins when i was little. they were curious and came quite near us. it's the blue colour one.hehe. much nicer then the pink. haha!
and we stop near mersing. dunno why. and i got high. i keep disturbing everyone. while pam was taking photos. hee. and i keep disturbing zhou. YESH. i dun care if i hit the limit. BLEAH. and i disturbed june.hehe. sorry ah girl .hehehehehe.

-this is just my wish
i really wanna go rendang. phuket.phi phi island. maldives. bali. south australia.
to DIVE. i dunno when they can be fulfilled. but i just hope they can come true.
-vern is sleeping right now. bei! hope you are feeling alright! see.! went up n down la. hehe. bei i guess you can be a DM one day too. hehe. and by that time, i cant tag along! AH! haha!

-sze yin! i'll be waiting for u to learn diving! and we can dive together! hehe!

-jy, sy,sm. we met for awhile just now. but it's just not enough! weng fai and jer too! hehe. i wan more i wan more. hehe.

- i saw fiona today. at the atrium. (: sharlene too. (: pretty babes. i didn't see grace and karyn. :(


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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

HAPPY. one word that i can describe my feeling. he made the effort. i can see it.. and he still loves me very much. i love you. (: sorry for not understanding you the last few days. i should have gave u more space.
i slacked at SU after lesson today. i saw everyone i miss! everyone i wanted to see. :D
shaun, colin, karyn and grace. i even saw kai siang and joanne before my lesson. (: today is a gwreat day for me. i just went to read karyn's blog. she doesn't seem okay. but girl, it's 23rd now. (: so just forget about wad happened on 22nd. take care.. love manymany.
we slacked until 5:45. vern suggested we should go out. so we went out. (: knowing that grace was going bugis for tuition. we went there too. (: her tuition is only a hour long. so we decided to wait for her! we walked around happily. ((: we saw a nice heineken shirt man! haa! but it's too big. not as in too big horizontally. but it's too long. haha. so we walked away.
grace's so sweet! she came back with presents for all of us. doraemon bubble bubble for vernon. LOL. cute right. haha!!! a 'notebook' and a letter for me. same for fio. hehe. c; lovie. thanks girl.
we rush down to marina square. afraid that it will close before 9. and we dunno which bus can we take! so we checked like idiots we went down ms. ohhh... suckie. we bought Nothing. except for a few 'bands' . nice eh! i like! vern likes! grace likes too! (: oh ya we bought bling bling earring. haha! CHIP CHIP. $2! gwreat deal .
so much for shopping. (: we went to be nail polish models.

grace lan pi gu! hhuhhahah!
we met fio! after her work. we waited for her... missmiss. (:
i had a good day! love u all! (:


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Monday, May 22, 2006
haa.. singapore idol really brought up my mood a lot. i'm feeling much better. finally. yup anyway.. thanks so much everyone.. for tagging me.. (: haa i'm still thinking about that "nong nong ago" OMG. haha. anyone watched? hee. i know it's kinda stupid to watch this kind of show la. but i really need something to make me laugh. :D i tot i can relief some stress from there. my plan for today was actually to study. but i actually slacked and watch tv. heehee. that's all because i'm freaked out by the doctor.
i'm very pain now. but i dun think it's good to say it out.
it'sfreakingpainandnooneistokingtomerightnow.icantsleep.


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Saturday, May 20, 2006
yesterday! friday! (:
i met karyn,fiona,malcom and crystal coincidentally at canteen 1! :D haha! i'm so so happy can... so i decided to ask them where are they going after school.. and they said town! to meet shaun and chickchick. haha! (i call him chickchick not becoz we are very close. i just knew him . haha. but it's because he and shaun make fun of my hamham. ) haha! they are so fun to be with. (: going out with karyn, shaun and 'chickchick' will really give you bad stomach ache. haha! laugh and laugh all the way. :D karyn and i had so much fun when we were shopping around! haha! we went to the shop at heeren to find her working pants. and the salesman there is funny can! he keep joking with us. . haa! karyn bought the khaki color pants. which i dun understand why a restaurant will ask you to wear this kind of colour pants to work? i tot it's usually black or white? hmm.. haha the salesman asked karyn too! and karyn was like ," ya la! funnny ah!" i did not forget that the salesman has colour blind. no la.. he keep digging out a new piece of shirt for me but really dun have the colour i want! haha! okay we spent much much money. cos karyn bought a suspender for shaun! so sweet right? (: a white suspender that shaun's been looking for so long. haa. i bought new slippers too. brazilian paro i think. haa . it's so expensive. $49.90 for one slippers. np student 20% off. so $39.90. 10 dollars off! don't you think it's a lot! (: hee. anyway .. i really spent alot. and i'm not working. omg. by the way, me and karyn had many many many fun taking neoprints! haa! we had so much time to decorate too. and we did so many funny pose. too bad i cant put them here because i havent had e time to scan the photos. hee.
i had fun MANYMANY yesterday. HEHE.

today was the pool practical for open waters and advance. i had nothing to do actually. so i just swim around and sun tan. haha. i really feel quite useless in divers club. this is really how i feel. because i do things that pple don't see and they will think that i nv do anything. ah fark it la. what's the point. i don't see the point. and the things i do is like nothing helping the club in anything! wad? do claims for? actually they can do it themselves one u know? i dig out the time and effort to do just to? i dunno . just to make sure everybody gets their claim. do they thank me? not even a single one of them. and i might even feel that they find me irritating because i keep chasing them for their informations. which i also feel very annoyed by myself.

i know i can't let go. it's so hard to find and it's not easy to let go too. and what happens when problems pile up? keep piling up until i find it hard to breathe. we are starting to have awkard silence. and we don't talk things out anymore. not like before...
i have friends. you have ur friends. before? you want to meet me everyday. you cant even take it when you dun meet me for a day. ya.. i think that's wad they call the honeymoon period. but so? does it mean that when day passes, we don't have the need to meet everyday anymore? now you know why i dun encourage us to meet everyday at the beginning? you see what i mean? you get bored! you will get bored of me and everything. we have our friends and we still can meet. but now .. you sae that i'm too dependent on you. i need to throw out my feeling to you. you are the one that i can turn you. but y issit you sae that i'm too dependent on you ? when i have problems with friends. i definitely must turn to you isnt it? den ? i turn to my frenz instead? what is going on............

tell me......
or save me..............
it's failing... we are trying to save this relationship ,arent we? can we make it? i want to make it. i hope it can make it. i dun want things to continue this way. i miss YOU so much. the sweet and caring you. i love what you were. i love the way you treated me before. i love you so so much. tears aren't going to help. they are not helping and will not help even. but they are the only ones who understand how i feel and really know what's inside me. they know very well that i wan to be cherished. i want the one i love to treasure me. . . . . . . . where r u... i cant feel you there any more. . can we hold hands and stroll on the beach like we used to? can you sing me sweet songs again? can you take me to the world that i've never been to before? you brought me there before. but i'm no longer there anymore. we are drifting apart from the island as well as each other. . . . . . . . .




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Friday, May 19, 2006
i just knew that PJC won! haha! from sy's blog. ((: congrats sy! ur school ruggers won (: conghan, don't sad :( . although i didn't watch ur play.. but i believe that ur did ur very best. 2nd is good too :D 2 right? hehe.
i watched Da Vinci code today. sorry kayrn, fiona and grace.. :( i'm so sorry that i cannot watch with you all. because i have to watch it today with vernon and zac. sorry. :( this time is i fly aeroplane. my bad.
i have nothing much to blog. my mood is downdowndown. i love school to a certain extend. that i can go everyday and meet my friends. joke around, have enough fun and laughter. that i know will happen lesser and lesser as we grow older. EMO right... but i dun care. anyway.. yup back to wad i was saying.. i love sch to a certain extend. and i hate school too. how i wish i can be in uniform again. rushing to the canteen when bell rings. packing bag 10 mins before last lesson. running across the road to stop the councillor from closing the gate. squeeze thru the gate the very very last SECOND. looking at suk mun standing beside gate singing MAJUJU SPORE. hehe!!! i rmb sm, jy and zj were always late. hehe! folding skirts and folding our blouse. like everyone in uniform, we hate to tuck our shirts. i rmb kai wen gt called up to the stage because he made that rubber thingy and got caught! haaAA! that was really fuunny.. hehe. and this stupid guy is making me laugh like hell in front of my lappy again. :D oh.. i rmb we always choose between 2 stalls. the malay stall or the chi one. haha. and zilin will always help us buy drinks. "ribena or vitasoy?" haha! can see that we have limited choices right??? and we were always late for class after every recess. because we will wait for everyone to get their food first. and we willlllll .... ladiess... " KAI DONG!" hehe!!
awww.. i really miss those days...
and samantha.. our secondary 2 life. :) i will always rmb. after every training, we will either go no.1 market to eat or s11. and we will go jp every saturday. haha. sounds stupid la.. jp.. but to us.. last time.. that's the only place we can slack and play hide n seek lor. haha! i rmbed me and yan pei were hiding in the lift. no one knows! and we pressed the lift for everyone! LAUGHS! after that. . me,sam and evon will take bus 30 back together.. hehe :) so nice.. but i always sleep on the bus. as usual . after everything. if you know me well enough.. you know i cant control and will always sleep on the bus. :( sam's papa some times will send me home! (: hee good right. but i always feel very bad when he send me home. i feel like i made his car stinks. :( hah!


i know this is a boring entry.

but i miss my sec school life.

although my love life during those days were really...... BAD.

but i have friends. who brightened my sec sch days. (:


ve,
Would you run

and never look back?

Would you cry

if you saw me crying?

And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble if I touched your lips?

Would you laugh?Oh please tell me this.

Now would you die for the one you loved?

Hold me in your arms, tonight.



Would you swear that you'll always be mine?

Or would you lie?

would you run and hide?

Am I in too deep?

Have I lost my mind?




-u can take my every breath away.


slams


Wednesday, May 17, 2006
yeah. karyn's gonna go gelare with me! (: this is too good to be true, i can eat my waffle ice cream once again. haha!
u know what,
i miss karyn,shaun, colin very much! i'm glad that there's DnD for FOC. if not, we wouldn't be closer den F.R.I.E.N.D.S. :D i still remember those times when we gathered at shaun's house(full of things that i LOVE. the phone! and he has so many of them! CRIES... ) but me and vern were slacking all the way(doing last minute divers' thing) but karyn and shaun were cracking their heads, thinking of ideas for DnD. the design and the programmes. :x HURUR. hehehe. all i can say is that karyn and shaun put in a lot more effort den any of us.
i really welcome u all to my house! i gave ur a scream. i was mad. really. i went like AHHHHH while pointing at shaun's face. hehe.anyway, i dunno why karyn can handle stress so well. she can stay calm and still smile all the way. HAHA.she's superb. and she always do the "BAM BAM BOO" with the PSP. hahahaha! remember the hard times when we were learning 'skateboard' stunnnns from shaun? sigh. toughhh right? *TSK TSK*
memories memories. almost all at holland village. SB. cafe, shaun's house, BK, XO beehoon(so sad.. you all dunno that i was drooling when i looked at the XO beehoon)
the way to SB.cafe....
when vernon was imitating shaun. but in the end, all of them went to imitate xingg. haha!! repeat actions!
starting from xingg--->vernon---->shaun---->colin
me and karyn were walking very fast ahead. haha!AVOID AVOID.
CRIES.
I MISS THEM VERY MUCH. :)

i calling karyn now. LOL








where are you vernon heng zi xian. ugh. i never see you for 2 days! ARGH
missmissmissmissmissmissmissmissmisss


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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
WHY WHY WHY
why am i staying at home after the short day of school??i'm released at 1 every tuesday. am i going to do this for every tuesday? then what about my galare? no more? can't eat at half price anymore. no more tuesday waffle ice cream for me. :(( i am very pissed everytime i visit her blog, xx's. i stupid-edly pressed on the 'pictures' button and i went to her multiply immediately. look at her photos! tell me which part of her looks nice? pretty? HOT? and a guy actually said she's a HOT asian woman. drop by her blog if u can. u will know how pissed i am when reading a post. i didnt wanna go.. it's just that i wanna see if she has changed her blog skin. but apparently not. still that ugly photo and the stupid posts. what is wrong with that HL milk my dear girl.. must it have a strawberry picture to show that it is a strawberry flavoured milk? i just dun understand. you like to make comments like this and making readers like me fed-up. urgh.







vernon vernon vernon. :)
i couldnt sleep last night and u acc me on the phone even though you were half asleep.
you waited for me at far east even though you were damn hungry.
you ate the sushi even though it sux and i know. haha.
i just love you more and more each day.
and 12th of june is approaching. yippie yai yai yippie yippie yai. C:

"A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He said...no.She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said no.She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry,and once again he replied with a no.She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming downher face the! boy gra bbed her arm and said....You're not pretty you're beautiful.I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever.And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die..." awwwwww- so sweet right. it's an email i just received . hehe. :) from weng fai and samantha. i wondered why must all email be chain mail. forcing pple to forward and spread. haha.
**CRY
what's with that 9pm show. i watch it every day and i think a lot everyday! HOWS! this is not right. conclusion: should be pity edmund lee because he's trying to get rid of the nasty girl? but he started everything. and he cheated on his wife so many million times. like, everything is too late at this point of time, isn't it? i don't even understand why fann wong forgave him so many hundred times.
**giggles
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyX5BOrSGF8&search=funny%20advertisement
**FAMILY TIME
i forgot to blog all about mothers' day! the 3 bears love their mummy. the one and only mummy they have. although she's like so unreasonable at times... *hiackhiack


and this is our sushi ! have more. but only took this picture. :C we spent the whole morning doing sushi! :C and we finish them by ourselves. so poor thing. relatives all REFUSE to eat. so sad.



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i'm so happy so happy. :) i finally got the time to relax at home. so happy cos i finish all my tutorial!! hehe! but the thing is i dunno how to do international trading. c'est difficile! :( i went town today with beibei.haha. sounds like a girl's name .. nvm right,vernonica?? HEHE. i watched MI 3!! yeah! nice show man! 4.5 stars! ****1/2*. lol. i went to search for wallet but i really cant find. how. how how. i'm very very desperate for a wallet. i dun wanna dirty my white wallet , i wanna keep it. but i'm still happy today. :)) goodnight.


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Saturday, May 13, 2006



see the egg. it's so cute right.. heart shape. from cine! the food court at the basement. it's in a $7 big combo that (vernon, zhou,jun hong, kenneth) ate that day. i didn't join them.. the quantity is too scary for me! iggy the piggy introduced it to them but he went to buy KFC . DUH.

(2 eggs, 1 plate of fries, cole slaw, baked beans, beef, chicken.) did i miss out anything? i hope not. it's really unforgettable man. the serving is scary to me. haha.

went to watch poseidon with my family today. i told fiona i was lazy to go out.. but a free movie! so why not! hehe. just for a movie.. :) got transportation some more. hehe. love to sleep in his car. so nice.. got cushion to hug. poseidon's a nice show! nice not very nice okie? like
/*/*/*/ / / -3 out of 5 stars. or many 3n a 1/2. hehe AGREE? okay to be honest, i really wanna watch MI 3. but dunno whether is it possible. sighhh.

we bought the new phone, 6280 for my mom. it's mother's day soon! hehe. so i guess i'm spending my weekend with my family again. (:
i went out with sy and sm yesterday. haha. bought a new pants! blackk . (: happy although it wasnt what i was searching for the whole day. i wannted to buy a white one but so sad... there's no more size S. and i look better in the black one according to them . hehe. (; i trust their taste. although they say mine sux! arh. HAHA! i went mad yesterday. i was giggling all the way down the escalator at far east. hehe i dunno why . they were like telling me stuff , i was listening but giggling dunno for what. MADD ME. i spent so much yesterday. i bought 2 more AE tee. they are fake but they look so much nicer than wad i bought online. sighh. i just don't trust online shopping anymore. first is the birken that is too big for me. second is the AE tee which is too big for me again. sighhh.
anyone out there thinks that michelle is HOT? cos i definitely disagree. her figure is like.. emm.. i dunno how to say. i dunno why zac says she's HOT! sy and sm agree with me man! she look she fake in the recent cleo magazine. i dunno what to say but i can only say that jessica alba's the best. haha.
goodnight people.
i miss u all.
espcially karyn, fiona, grace
and VERNONica HENG.



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Monday, May 08, 2006
lost and found! i found my stuffs.
1. pencil case
2. birkenstock
3. roxy sweater
where are they? my pencil case was hiden under the cushion of my chair. what the hell!
this is my birkenstock tracking list
karyn--->vanessa--->karyn--->pamela--->chris black--->alvin bugger.--->SU!
my birkenstock that i left in the hotel is at SU! OMG!! i'm so so happy.. they are the 3 impt stuff i must have like everyday man.. thanks lots ALVIN!! :)) i'll treat u a drink! ((: hehe. karyn started the link though. haha! no matter how long is the link.. as long as it will link to my birken, den i will be happy again. haha.
roxy sweater .. my house thief. "jia zei nan fang" JOANNA LIN XIAO MEI. she always ask me not to take her things without permission den what is this? likewhathefiack


HAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPY

yesterday we went to play paint ball at discovery centre. so fun can..! 2 teams altogether.
team green "above 175 tallies" : weng fai , kah hwee, guo kiang, sze yin, suk mun.
team "all blacks" "shorties": cong han, jeremy koh, kai quan, joo yun, emily.
the no. accurate guy is weng fai! piang.. look where he shot me.. upper body some part la.. sian.. blue black already. argh! sy tio one one the leg.. blue black straight after tht. haha. sm and jy also have... jy kena her lower body some some part too! hahaa!! so fun so fun. the balloon bursting one is still the fun-nest. HAHA! like it was exciting!! hehe! me and suk mun were so kuku in the last game. we were shooting each other but with no bullets! haha! then the girl was shouting very loudly, "girl no more round! what are u shooting??! " hahaha... :)) hehe. *BLUR*

i'm so behind my classmates. i was sick for so many days and i missed so many classes. sigh. but luckily it's only week 2 lessons that i missed. i will KETCHUP. :))
i'm okay already friends! i'm well now! hehe! thank you so much for all of ur care. i can't wait for friday's holiday. long weekend again. GOOD right? but i still prefer holiday on monday. no one feels like going to school on monday isn't it? monday blues. to me, i only like to go school on Friday. HAHA.

i had a bad experience just now. i was damn scared that i almost cried. i took 78 from clementi central and was too engrossed in the tv show that i overshot.. i alighted in the factory area. all the ah bu nei nei were hanging around the factories, some grabbing the fence from inside. and big dogs barking at me. sighhh. i was damn scared can!! u know how far was i from the main road? ahh....... so i called my mom, tell her the route and waited for her. but she was so blurr! she missed the road and went the other side.. she went round and round but couldn't find me. finally she came. PHEW. thank god. :D i'm not scared about what eh, i'm scared that they rob me! i dunno why.. i hold on to my handphone so so so tight. haha. oh ya, i saw a girl carrying the new 7380. the second version of my lipstick phone! it's so much bigger than my phone. yucks. haha. i dun like. hehe. i still like my phone. i missed it so much. i look at my lippy fone everyday because it's on my desk. i dun wanna change it one, i just find it very useless but it's very nice and unique. and i'm very caution of its whereabout.. not like my new phone. i always misplace it. den make the pple around me gan jiong. hehe.

okay i'm off to bed. i miss vernon. so i'm gonna meet him in my dream. my hubby. (:


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Saturday, May 06, 2006


ah haa i got no pictures of last nite. because i left my digi cam there when i last angrily. i asked fiona to help me keep first. hmm.. i'm getting photos from grace. :)) last nite was i dunno how to say. i'm happy and i'm sad. i'm happy because i was busy busy at first with karyn.but i didnt take any photo with her. i didnt dare to approach her. okay i can't eat anything. so i told vern i need to eat before i can take my medicine. so he told me he go smoke smoke first. and den he disappeared for like 20 minutes. he's back.. 1 min later the waitress serve me a bowl of porridge la! :D so sweet right? heehe. he bluff me... he said he went to smoke.. okay la he smoked but he went across the street to buy food for me and ask the waitress to serve me in their bowl. before that i was like starring at them makan-ing. i can say basically i was alone after that. i watched the fashion show and all.. but after the show, all of them were outside the ballroom. hang around outside taking pictures. so i joined my 'vrudder' -crystal- they all and take take take photos. after taking photos, they went in to the ballroom and dance. i didnt wanna go because i was sick.. throat was itching like hell... and head spinning too. so i sat on the sofa with crystal. looked around, all the others were taking photos. mainly karyn and vanessa. so again, i was doing nothing. not even talking with brudder because all of us were like half-dead. so i decided to call vernon. he never pick up. and okay i dun wan to continue. that's so much for my FOC DnD.

feelings:
-serene was gorgeous last night. she's cute :)) shaun and serene make a good pair. :D

-why give people that look in yours eyes like as if you have all the power in your hands? we don't owe you anything. to me, u are not my creditor. i dun owe you any thing. we are friends, aren't we? why make it like.. you give me the feeeling... "I'm the boss here. do as i say."

-do u think you are very cool? like very sexy and all? like wow wow wow? -puke. what karyn say was right. And you are a real disgusting piece of shit.


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Friday, May 05, 2006

do you like this photo as much as i do?
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i'm feeling like this photo. i'm like a sick baby staying at home. i wanna go school... but i'm so so weak.. and i'm scared that if i go school today, my fever will come back and i wouldnt be able to go for DnD. cannot cannot...



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Thursday, May 04, 2006
i went to see a doc today. but the medicine is not working for me. i dunno why. i still got no voice. vernon blur blur.. i msg him in the morning saying that i got totally no voice and he still calls. -.- i can't tok! argh all can do is type out wad i wanna say to my friends. i cannot dun tok.. i feel like shyt. now i know how 'they' feel. you should know what i'm trying to say? i'm not discriminating them.. i'm just saying that i know how they feel now. but i guess that's wad sms-es are for?
i missed a tutorial lesson.. IFA.. frenz, i know tutorials are impt.. and i nv nv wanna skip any of them but i got no choice! u know my throat was burning HOT? this is the first time i'm sick for so long and so serious. this morning my fever went down, so i told the doc "i dun think i still have fever u know.. "
"no no.. i must check."
"orh okay.."
TEET.
"u see.. 38 ah.. still got fever."

alamak... i can't feel at all.. all i know is my throat is burning. today is the day that i spoke the least. haha! maybe that's why i turn to my blog. cos i can write them down.. wahaha! sorry pple, i know ur find posts all boring. . hee. i think i'm putting u to sleep .. hee
vernon is still in school. my dear, aren't you tired? i wanna hear ur voice badly.. :( but i' m sure u're enjoying urself there. hee :)) *hugs
i'm so excited.. DnD is tomorrow! hee. i'll be at the counter as receptionist for the whole nite because i didn't pay. :(( i can't eat any thing anyway.. boo...
pple.. i did a very stupid thing today.. i took out all the medicine i'm supposed to eat.. i swallow one by one.. and I FORGOT LOZENGES IS FOR SUCKING. i swallow it too.. -.- wasted! LOZENGES is so nice! :(( i wan more i wan more. hee.
okay tat stupid show is showing now.. tat fann wong show. i hate her to the CORE. but ... i still wanna watch . HAHA! robert the 'loan shark' just called. chasing for the photos money, $3.50. hehe no la kidding! he help me pay first. hehe. thanks a million!! :))

save me..


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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
yea .. i'm sick again. thanks to the snacks i took yesterday. but no no.. before that i was coughing already. when i went to town. i went to town alone yesterday because of the skirt and i came back to school after that. but when i was at far east , i met cariscia (spelling?) ..argh.. embarrassed. wad the hell am i doing at town alonee?? okay nvm.. den i walked a few more steps and i met grace. this time.. not so much of shame shame because she knows i'm coming for wad purpose. hate to see friends in town when i'm alone. :((
ya and is this how u care for me? i went all the way from LT73A to SDAR office at the far end when i having fever. i carried all the posters myself. okay i know this is not anyone's fault.. it was jon. he's supposed to carried it down and jia xun said jon push it to me. okay fine.. nvm.. i went there and came back.. on the way back, i realised they left one last poster outside the LT. ah fark.. i forgot to bring it along.. shyt.. i should have check.. sigh. now jia xun got to carry it home and bring it down to SDAR office again the next time he comes. i know you are stressed over a lot of things. i'm so happy that so many pple turn up for today's meeting. and now the meeting is over. :) but i'm seriously not feeling well.. but i'm the one who called you and asked where are u and all that stuff.. and i told you this, "i'm having fever.. i just measured .. 38 degree. "
you: "orh okay. "
sigh. . do you know or dunno that i was very disappointed that's why i hang up the phone... i still said bye bye .. i'm not angry.. i'm just very sad .. this is the way u treat me when u are stressed up.. i dunno if i treated you like this when you are sick.. but i definitely dun like this feeling. of being neglected.. .. you just called to apologise... but... sigh.. i dunno .. i'm tired.. maybe i should rest after doing my tutorial work.... nite everyone.


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Tuesday, May 02, 2006

busy day.. i was busy the whole of today. classes so pack everyday but today exception. my class ended at 1! only on tuesday. :(( so at one i went to canteen one and eat. And samantha came along with this!,




"eh eh eh still got still got! -she took out the white chocolate
okok thank you thank you sam!
wait! still have!!!! -the dark chocolate appeared
huh? how many!! hehe!!
den she took out the card.

tell me, am i lucky? or am i lucky? HAHA! you are full of surprises, my dear.. hee thank you so much! samantha is always so sweet. :) girl dun always cheer me up and forget about urself. you need to cheer up too! samantha is always there for me and i'll always be there for her too! ((: -i simply love samantha gan-

know why i say today was a busy day? because i came back at 7 and exercise until 9. -_- i need exercise. i need to exercise real bad. look at me... :(( all the paper work for claiming of subsidy is finally completed! darn happy. :)) i draggg it for so long then jun wei keep chasing after me for the claim.. now it's finally down. oh ya anyway.. sze yin can't make it.. she can't join us for scuba diving course. i'm so sad to hear that.. but nevermind, you can always learn later and we will go diving together real soon ya? hehe!JUMP* wengfai! i agree with wad u blogged! u said u are starting to hate LT45. i tell you.. i hated it since 24/05/05! -first day of poly life- why BA students have lecture there? why can't they let us have it at LT51 or something? at least not that far ... my god.. it's really far from our block, 72!! i saw jooyun today. finally.. after sch reopen for so long den we bumped into each other.but I WANT MORE . :D

MOST IMPORTANTLY , I LOVE MY MR VERNON HENG.



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Monday, May 01, 2006

i've been so so happy. hehe.but i lost in mahjong yesterday! at first i was winning lor.. somebody la.. haha. mr V. at first, he was distracted by the show, batman begins. i was winning his money.. haha.. den... when the show finished, my stomach pain pain.. cos i took medicine. haa, someone's back. but i'm distracted now. by the show, 'fantastic four'. suck... i watched it before. but i wanna watch again. haha! so my turn to get distracted. and mr V suddenly "hu! 5 tai! " . mrs V threw one! dieeee.... my $6.40..all my winnings.... at the end of game, i lost $9 to mr V. he won all. we lost. haha!



yesterday i went out with karyn,shaun.. and of cos my mr V!. we went to buy the dress. hmm.. i'm too short for it. diao... spent $156. mommy paid. haha.



photos that i took!




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this is karyn! the laughing machine. haha!




this is zac! argh. i cant stand this photo.




this is my boyfriend and joshua! LOST! hehehe.. he refused to act cute. but once i keep my hp, he started acting cute again. argh.




this is rei! he's giving the innocent face. hiack hiack. call him "girlgirl"


colinn. "to prevent hangover.stay drunk.". haa! excuse me,sir... this is long john.. -_-




here comes my PRINCE! MR VERNON HENG. MR 'na bu high high'. hehe



 



 



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