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The girl
a stupid cancerian


H E A R T S
vernon heng
stikkos
samantha
ham hams
tanning
scuba diving
retail therapy
sushi
sun and water
waffle ice cream
cleo magazine
f.r.i.e.n.d.s.

K I C K S
constipation
white spots
lies
cats
durians
strawberryy
writing


M I S S I N G
hava hava slippers
my dream bag
project shop's cardholder
WALLET
watch
dive equipment
dive at bali, maldives
ripcurl/roxy surf shorts
drive a boat again


B O M B ME.


adeline-TA03
cheryl
grace
jooyun
jeremyong
karyn
meiting
NP Divers club
pam
pei pei
sam sam
shuting
weishu
wengfai
wenjin
zhijun
zilin

R E W I N D

06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006






Wednesday, November 30, 2005
yeah i finally changed my blog skin.. hehe..
the penguin so cute..! eurm... i'm in school now.. sighs.. i'm at divers club's booth now... of cos i do my blog when i have nothing to do la.. hahha.. just nice i do until now.. 12 plus.. my class is starting at 1.. boo hoo hoo...!
hais.. i dun like my class.. really dun like.... wad everyone does everYYYdaeee is study n study n study... they dont play, dont joke... hais...


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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
this week is really a suay weeek la.. vernon lost his 2 dark snowboards to this idiot... guoshengwe can do nothing la.. we got his pw and id .. but he transfered everything to somewhere else le..dun ask where cos we dunno where? rmb my last post.. i think too too too much le.. cannot cannot..hehehe.he will make me believe one day... one fine day!!! rite? hehe.. is it e day when we ........ dangX18 .. (:
why is my laptop so dirty? eee.. from white to lyk.. eee... i dunno.. dunno how should i clean it too..
my hair is getting longer n longer... my frenz think tt i shouldnt cut.. but i find it hard to style le.. have to cut lars..
actually our video is okay la.. luckily.. but i still came to sch at 8 when my class actually starts at 3!dammmmmmm.... becoz of ms chua.. she told us if our video is seperate 4 different clips or wad shyt.. den we got to act in front of e whole class.. she just told us last nite la! when we told her our video got slighttttt prob... everyday wake up at 7 liao.. sighs.. gek gou ! dun have to act la! she called us again at 9am and told us we dun have to act just show e four diff clips to the whole class..wah laoooo...then we got nothing to do loh..! from 9 to 3! so scary.. mery read a frenster msg .. den she started crying.. me n sheryl dunno wad happenedn WHAT TO DO!! she cry awhile jiu go toilet le.. come back okok den awhile more she go home.. -.-sheryl peep peep at wad she was reading and saw... her bf is really cruel la.. break up lor! use frenster msg?!!!?!?! cant he use HP ??????? even if he dunno how to say.... at least sms..la..... frenster leh... it's lyk.. wah piang.x..baddokokwe got nothing to do right? den we went marina square to bowl.... hehe.. with sheryl, adeline.... AND!! MY BB!! hehe. my second time.. ehehe.. i'm 2ND!! yeahhh hehehe1st round sheryl won... ok.. she's good las.. but a bit yaya.. NOT EXACTLY A BIT.. IT's VERY!!i saw tt bb was not very happy with her.. den bb wanna win her.. hehe... he bb won 2ND ROUND! she gave stupid excuse la.. "i broke my nail... tt's why my score fall from 138 to 68.. hais"dots.............
oh no oh no.. i'm late for class.... ok nvm ..
i watchEd HARRY POTTER!! with him (: but .. hais.. some pple spoil our show.. idiot...i know he's 'sick' la... but his parents... shouldnt bring him for movies ma...it's very distracting one leh... "UM!" so loud... hais... den his mother also one kind la... phone rang so loudly!! lvl 5 tt kind leh... still dun wanna answer... "SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!"arghhnice show? i dunno.. didnt really concentrate.. haisss..

okok i'm really late.. BYE BYE


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Monday, November 21, 2005
useless, irritating

what else can u sae abt me?
tell me.

in ms la.. verily52 is useless.
in TA03.. emily is useless, irritating, disturbing.
in bb's life.. i'm irritating too. . too sensitive..
to whoever who knows me.. i guess i'm still.. u know.

i guess sooner or later.. he wont be able to tolerate this loh
i'm still not very prepared.. give me a lil .. a lil time more...
u can tell me any time.
but dont tell me face to face.. i dont think i cant take it.

i'm sorry. im really very sorry.
i shouldnt be so sensitve... abt fion la. . and etc...........
i guess i'm not e girl for u...
but i wanna tell u that u are e guy i've been looking for....
so long so long.......

i guess this is fated..
i should be alone.. everyone will leave me one day..
but i dont want!!!! i want him.... really really need him in my life........
looking at our photos... taken at p.aur.....
i miss those days...
i miss the cheerful you..
i seldom see you smiling at me now..........
but i still give u my big big smile whenever i meet u ah....
tt's becoz i'm really very happy to c u....


so random rite... random tots la....


sy.. i replied u but u didnt reply...
i dunno how liao but my phone die liao..
sorry.. meet wad time or wad sms me k?


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Sunday, November 13, 2005
that's it. i dun wanna change my blog skin now.. i really dun have e time. :(
but i sian this blog skin liao leh..
yeah yeah everyone's happy now.. heheh.. i'm happy too.. ! hehe

vern.. get pek cek so easily RECENTLY. i dun wanna play maple some times because u tend to pek cek me when mapling.. ya, i'm in e cash shop already. i know how to send gift. it's not as if i dun know. if i dunno .. ya i will help u to ask ah de. i'm there waiting for u to tell me wad to do le.. i dun lyk pple to "jek" me, i dunno how to spell la.. tt sound lor... u know...
ya i know some times i also lyk tt.. there's always a reason why i lyk tt.. sorry.. i know u cant read my mind.. but i just hope u try to 'read' .. sorry sorry.. i know it's very very impossible.. some times i dun even know wad i'm doing, what i'm thinking.. blablabla...

hais

FRIDAY~ bb came my house.. we went cycling with ah de.. hahaha.. to pandan res. haha.. butt ache!!! -.-"' pandan res damn huge lah..... we cycle half way only.. den cycle back on e road.. cos e sand there huh... ARGH. IRRITATING. but it was fun! i love cycling n swimming with vern .. hehe

ytd.. SATURDAY~ haagen Dazs. woo.... cool... ice cream
hehe
nice! i love the pple there! but too bad i'm not working at anchor point.. hais..... heeeee


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Friday, November 11, 2005
finally i feel better
:)
after reading e last 2nd post.
noe tt it was all misunderstanding
sorrry
:)
ya it's really not ur fault. u should say out what u feel.. indirectly telling me.. cos i know tt u wan me to know. :)

yeah hey..
i'm going to sch today with big smile~
8:12am
sch starts at 9
hee
bye bye~


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Thursday, November 10, 2005
HEADACHE! HEADACHE! BIG HEADACHE!
I cant register for SAM. howS??? ?
sch jz started and i super stress liao loh..
work work work so much work
wcom report... FFA deep shit... BCA PBL... hais
going to work at haagen-dazs some more.. if i cant take it den i will quit lor.. -.- i dun wan tt job one.. cheap labour.. $4.50 per hour leh.. night shift is from 5- 12am. after 12 i go home jiu shi MIDNIGHT CHARGE liaos... den i work for what? 7 hours.. i will earn $31.50. den cab leh? half gone loh! ....-.-....
den i still got jap class to attend every monday... can i cope?
todae i went marina square with baobei.. i was very moody after e movie... sorry.. :( i still love u very much. really. bb.. i think we will have lesser time to spend together le.. hais... i dun wan.. i still wanna c u everydae.. :(
to you:
*i guess... i was a lil too harsh.. :(


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i think wad i should do now is to blog. not to change my blog skin. cos i really can't find one tt i can edit! FARK!

dont drag for daes.. i will forget what i wanna blog.

i give up. i really give up. after tt dae when we went out together, u still think tt i'm 'fake'. i tried my best. for so many times tt we went out together, i tried so much ... tried so hard to get close to u. but it seems lyk u are e one rejecting me. ok, i know i'm not tt close to wf. den ok. i'm not close to anyone. i'm not

u spell d-e-p-r-e-s-s-i-o-n
i spell h-e-l-l
t-e-a-r-s

thank you for explaining to me. but frankly.. i felt worse.. becoz now den i noe... u treat me as nobody. thanks
i think u really dont wan me to noe abt ur blog. sorry. i shouldnt have asked for ur blog add.
just post one more entry .. one more entry.. to tell me directly or indirectly tt u dun wan me to read ur blog n i wont. ok?

m i too ... sensitive..
ya.. pple.. tom yum goong is nice. very nice. but tt dae when i watched it with vern.. we got scolded.............................. -.-"' by this .... super IDIOTIC guy.. with his SUPER 38 gerfren la..

your life just cant be wad u want it to be.
count ur blessing not ur troubles. blessing=vernon. troubleS= somethin.. . ya..
understand, have courage, be strong. i cant be strong anymore.
goodnight


slams


Tuesday, November 08, 2005
my blog was down for a few days
got to start doing again. hais
did this one for so long.. den i realise my photo is BEHIND.
n it's already 6 plus going 7 la..
i cant sleep
ya.. i cant
probably cos i was thinking abt something.. hais

i went to read jy's blog just now.
n i think i have quite a lot of things to blog today

first.. i wanna sae sorry.. sry jy for e misunderstanding .
2-3 yrs back,
i think we both had bad impression(first) of each other
i got along better with sy n sm..


after o's.. we started going out as a group..
den slowly.. as time passes by.. i c only u n sy going out together...
i tot tt u really 'hate' me a lot.. i dunno how to sae..but.. hais
i noe u all chat alot on e phone.. y y y issit.. .. ok nvm .. i guess i'm thinking too much
but recently... wengfai's birthday
did ur really .... left me out on purpose......... . ?
after celebrating wf bdae.... u all stayed over at sy's house..
i jz knew it.
on cruise.... u msg sy n sm only ah.. n i felt something nt... quite rite....
tt's why i sae tt. sorry

i guess.. i did something wrong
tt why.. they give me t h i s

i blog this becoz i wan ______ to know how i feel
i cant keep this to myself anymore
eh eh eh
really not anymore pls
sobs

i have to sleep... 7:20 liao..
have to wake up at 11 plus...
i cant wait to meet them.. but...
things are no longer e same

goodnight
hope tt u all understand'


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Friday, November 04, 2005
testing testing


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